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Fear can hold you prisoner. Hope can set you free.

For the sake of my future

OH...! I'm sorry about upgrading this space so slowly, and maybe too many blogs to write would be the reason. But this blog will get a little change, becoming an entire English blog!!!Click in www.xiaonei.com or my Q-zone to see what's new in my Chinese blogs...灯泡

Those are the days.They suck.You're gonna love it!

Horrible things do happen. Happiness in the face of all of that - that's not the goal. Feeling the horrible and knowing that you're not gonna die from these feelings, that's the point.

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8/27/2009

I Gotta...

Having another job. I gotta go on my English diary writing. Maybe from tomorrow~
6/23/2009

爸爸给爷爷的追悼会悼词

各位亲朋、好友:

今日,我们怀着极其沉重的心情,在此深切悼念我的好爸爸——梁云。

2009615晚八点三十分,我爸爸因为呼吸衰竭抢救无效,在江门市中心医院与世长辞,享年80岁。爸爸1930年生于广东新会,1959年至1968年在江门市城建局工作并曾担任局党总支副书记等职务,19699月开始在江门市运输公司担任总经理、党总支书记等职位整整22年,晚年与我的妈妈两人共住直到逝世。

我爸爸在工作上勤奋认真,一丝不苟,一生正直,长期担任领导职位,关心职工,而且获奖无数,受到好多人的爱戴和敬重;在家庭上,我爸爸一生朴素,慈祥,善良,坚强,认真负责,不辞劳苦,他和妈妈几十年如一日, 含辛茹苦地把包括我在内的四名子女一个个从小抚养到成家立业。爸爸他对儿女宽厚仁爱,对儿孙更是疼爱有加,一生呕心呖血,再苦再累也从不抱怨!过往生活艰难的时候,爸爸他老人家吃不饱都要让我们四姐弟吃饱,节衣缩食,勤俭节约,一切一切都为了这个家。近几年,生活好了,这个习惯还一直留着,好的总留着给儿孙。我有幸,可以有一个对我们无微不至,照顾有加的好爸爸;我有悲,未能让这样好的爸爸可以在晚年多享天伦之乐,多享福。

爸爸的遗物当中,有本小小的红色笔记本,记录他从1930年出生到最近入院所发生的家庭大事。小小的笔记本,令我更加伤心不已,爸爸每一句的记录都勾起我对他的思念,让我想起他是怎样的一个伟大的好父亲。一些关于我们的事情,连我们自己都忘记了,但是爸爸依然一一谨记。爸爸平日默不作声,却对一切都在意,小心谨慎,关怀备至。笔记里面记载的生活点滴,都流露出爸爸作为一名丈夫,一位父亲的无比责任心,更加多的还有他对我们的爱。我们姐弟间感情亲密,连孙辈之间都亲密友好,这都是因为有爸爸作为我们这个大家庭的核心。

爸爸,您是公认的大好人。您离开了,我们感到无限悲痛。时间会带走我们的伤痛,爸爸作为一个好干部,好丈夫,好父亲的形象,将会影响着我们周边每个人。我们将会好好活着,会记住爸爸对我们的爱和教导。

爸爸,我会继承您,照顾好每一个屋企人,照顾好妈妈,使她健康长寿、安康祥和地欢度晚年生活。爸爸,一路走好。安息吧。

2009619日下午320

5/20/2009

超喜欢的韩国血型漫画

很Q的血型漫画呀~从校内网转过来,我觉得真的很像自己呀,顺便提一下,我是A型!

 

 00.标题

 

1.四种血型去食堂Ⅰ

 

1.四种血型去食堂Ⅰ 

2.四种血型去食堂Ⅱ

 

2.四种血型去食堂Ⅱ

 

3.四种血型喜欢的空间

 

3.四种血型喜欢的空间

 

4.四种血型面对时间

 

4.四种血型面对时间

 

5.关于血型的考察Ⅰ

 

5.关于血型的考察Ⅰ

 

6.关于血型的考察Ⅱ

 

6.关于血型的考察Ⅱ

 

7.关于血型的考察Ⅲ

 

7.关于血型的考察Ⅲ

 

8.关于血型的考察Ⅳ

 

8.关于血型的考察Ⅳ

 

9.血型相克Ⅰ

 

9.血型相克Ⅰ

 

10.血型相克Ⅱ

 

10.血型相克Ⅱ

 

11.四种血型的内心世界Ⅰ

 

11.四种血型的内心世界Ⅰ

 

12.四种血型的内心世界Ⅱ

 

12.四种血型的内心世界Ⅱ

 

13.四种血型议论人

 

13.四种血型议论人

 

14.四种血型驾车

 

14.四种血型驾车

 

15.四种血型面对下午3点的约定

 

15.四种血型面对下午3点的约定

 

16.四种血型的学习方法

 

16.四种血型的学习方法

 

17.四种血型的忍耐度

 

17.四种血型的忍耐度

 

18.四种血型的表达方式

 

18.四种血型的表达方式

 

19.四种血型的生活目的

 

19.四种血型的生活目的

 

0.四种血型惹人讨厌的理由

 

20.四种血型惹人讨厌的理由

 

21.面对危机的态度

 

21.面对危机的态度

 

22.玩问答游戏

 

22.玩问答游戏

 

23.幼儿园小朋友面对打破花瓶

 

23.幼儿园小朋友面对打破花瓶

 

24.找女朋友的条件

 

24.找女朋友的条件

 

25.各血型的爱情—A

 

25.各血型的爱情—A

 

26.各血型的爱情—B

 

26.各血型的爱情—B

 

27.各血型的爱情—0

 

27.各血型的爱情—O

 

28.各血型的爱情—AB

 

28.各血型的爱情—AB

 

29.血型概论-A

 

29.血型概论-A

 

30.血型概论-B

 

30.血型概论-B1

30.血型概论-B2

 

31.血型概论-O

 

31.血型概论-0

 

32.血型概论-AB

 

32.血型概论-AB

33.四种血型的小特点

 

21.四种血型的小特点

5/12/2009

5.12

Last night, I felt terrible again. I even could not sleep well, which made me oversleep this morning for work. But that’s ok, because I kinda just lost track of time everyday. Back to what happened last night. I'm out of sorts. My mother just came up and told me how she worried about my study-abroad thing. She said she was afraid that I would feel down, but actually I think she’s much downer than me. She always shows her mistrust to me, which makes me feel so sad. I miss the old her, who was always busy beaming with my pride. I want her to become proud again in the future. I am so sick of others, who are always giving pressure on me, although they don’t mean it. Awful. Awful. Couldn't gone worse. I really need to come out of my shell just a little before things get pretty ugly. I’m there for my parents. I will pick up the pieces, and then I will usher in the age of Grace! I'd give it a shot. For them, and also for myself.

 

Today is 5.12. I think that most of Chinese wouldn’t forget this date. But the TV shows keep talking about this earthquake topic, and I am so sick of this kind of shows. I think the earthquake was a tragedy, and most of the people don’t even want to think about it. Well, let's just say the impressions in Sichuan left little to the imagination. But these shows are annoying me because most of them are actually just shows. They are meaningless for the people who are suffering from this tragedy. I think they prefer the money of the shows are used on a proper way, or something to that effect. So that they need not to be remind the fact that they’ve been through in this one year. Okay, I think we're getting into a very sad area here, and we don't have to go down that road.

 

Smile has to leave today, in this special day. Needless to say, I think she's a blast, and we are way past the normal-friend thing. I mean it. How come we are not success in our career? We’re just done with the vacation. Let’s just move on! We will be good next year! How'd I get to that? Well, knowledge is a tricky thing. If I get any news, I will stand here spelling it out for you. We’ll see you around.

 

Oh, it’s 5 o’clock now, and I am famished. Maybe way too early, but I actually am. And apparently, somebody didn’t show up to hand me some work to do since this morning. But I wouldn’t off the office before the off time. I don’t love to break the code. But I am so hot!

Going on

I just thought I'd throw this out here. But I can’t believe I change my mind. Last week I was always thinking of quitting, but now I am thinking I’m gonna make it to the job. Even though it is so boring to do the same things everyday, I prefer seeing the good stuff in this job. In this job, I don’t need to wear makeup, or have a business suit, or even have any vehicle. That’s perfect for me. You know, it's very difficult to appreciate this office time once you've seen it in reverse. So don’t take this the wrong way or anything but back off.

 

What does the phrase 'first salary' mean to me? Maybe it means that I can earn some money by myself. Or I have grown up just a smidge. I know that we could not just phoning it in. However, this first salary is too small to make me have the sense of reality. That's so weird, I prefer no money at all. That way I would feel like the participation and the experience are much more important than money. Guess how much is it? 1,000 Yuan? Yeah, you wish! 10 yuan a day. You do the math. But that’s ok, I have some extra money, big deal! Get out.

 

Enough with the job thing. Let us talk about the study-abroad stuff. At first I decided to go on my computer science study in NUS. However, a couple weeks ago, I met an aunt who’s a Singaporean. She told me a lot about the circumstance in Sing, and said ‘Sing is a place full of business.’ She advised me to choose another major for my further living in Sing. It's just such a slap in the face, y'know? But she’s right, I should think it through about what I need right now or in the future, and what I am good at or will be. So, on a dare, I picked management. It's tearing me apart to make a change, but I have no choice. You don't know what that means to me. That means I will have a totally different life in Sing.

 

There were three days vacation began from May 1st, while I stuck at work in Palace Hotel before and after those three days. So I really wanted to have a good time on this vacation. Then I was off to Guangzhou, with my parents. Occasionally, I found out there was a discount shopping mall, in which everything was 50% off. I'm no math whiz, but I did believe there were many things that would be much cheaper than they were. I'd just like to say that I'm totally behind this shopping action. Thats festive, and I’m gonna cheer myself up. So my parents could not meet me half way. By all means. Then I bought a lot of things, some of which are so not what I need right now. But I feel good and happy, that’s enough. I’m getting so good at cheering myself up!

 

One of my good friends, Smile, has come back from England on 21st April, just for a break from her hard and endless study. But all of us who’re in JM, including her, are so busy that I just met her three times in this half month. But we had such a blast with her the other days. I know she had a tough time in England, feeling lonely and helpless. Actually, so did us. The days force us to grow up. So we make a pact that we will be never beat down by the life. She’s gonna leave tomorrow, and maybe she’s busy packing her bags now. I’ve no idea that whether we could met for the forth time. But I promise. I would not break the pact. So you could not snap either, okay?

 

I remember a lot of things in the past year. Vividly. And I know that everything happens for a reason. Not that I believe any of the destiny thing. I mean, that is just mean to think that we are wasting our time. Life’s gonna hand you all kinds of stuff. You learn your little lessons and hopefully you grow. Yes, I'm familiar with the concept. So speak up! With full of self- confidence! I'll catch up with you later.

 

By the way, I wanna chipped in for Wing’s marriage present. How about if we split it? Who's with me? You can let me get it for you.

 

雪吻 Meltykiss

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